…’till THE DAY will come.
Well, I’d say it like that:
It’s a huge step for me and a tiny one for the world.
Nevertheless, I’m sure you know the feeling like getting a new job, the birth of a child, a friend who dies or any other joyful, exciting or mournful change will have tremendous impact in our life, no matter how little noticed from other people.
Exciting, frightening and yes, sometimes even promising is the possibility, that sharing my music with you out there could have an impact on others.
Exciting because I have no clue how much my music will spread.
Frightening because I’ll be in financial trouble if my music will not find some more fans.
Even more frightening if many people would become a fan.
How much would my life change? No clue, too.
Promising if I’d see this day coming when I’d be able to make a living with my deepest passion, with the joyful delight and graceful blessing of making the sound I love.
Promising as well to maybe meet all of you one day who’d love my sound, too!
Promising to meet other musicians who wanna collaborate and make more sound together.
Promising to finally leave the lonesome bubble I’ve been working in for many years, preparing the abilities that I felt were still missing for the way I want to go.
So yes, it is all together happening at the same time.
Love and fright, hope and desperation, joy and sadness.
My life is great at the moment, in many ways.
Gaining more success, fame, money and whatsoever is high on society’s priority list won’t secure us being any happier than we have been so far.
And still, sometimes life just calls us to go on, leave old things behind, open us up for new people, experiences and adventures.
Lucky that I’m an adventurer!
From my earliest childhood on I remember loving the fighting heroes, the brave ones risking their life to reach the goal they had in mind.
I didn’t know for many years that being my own hero, fighting for my own goals and living my own adventure could be possible. Uniting my dreams with reality!
Surely, the form is different from the books, movies and games we love.
It needs to be the form of our modern times, which is not at all as romantic as we’re often longing for. (At least if you are a romantic as I am..)
Nevertheless, our modern time gives us soooo many possibilities.
The more I discover, the more I feel thankful about living exactly now.
It’s just about shaping.
Shaping everything the way that truly feels amazing for myself.
That’s what I’m trying right now.
Being myself. Sharing myself with you.
Shaping my life to make it awesome.
I deeply hope that you will be part of my journey.
Party along, play along, listen, comment, dance, contact me, whatever you feel like.
I try to be ready for everything that’ll come.
Ahoy!
Let’s sail into the storm!!!
Your Kaptain