You see the one you love most of all people dying and you can’t stop it, can’t bear it.
That’s the subject of this song, beautifully sad.
I can’t say goodbye
I can’t see you die
You are my only one
You are my holy sun
Don’t give your life away
You know it’s not okay
Don’t leave me here alone
You’ll take away my home
Where do you go?
Your journey leads you far away
I feel the snow
My heart is begging you to stay
Why would you smile at me?
Offer a cup of tea
I don’t deserve your love
Your angel all above
How can I get a grip
How can I end this trip
How can I be with you
Without the pain come through
Where do you go?
Your journey leads you far away
I feel the snow
My heart is begging you to stay
Why are we born, why do we die
Why don’t we learn to say goodbye
Is there an end to all the pain?
Was all our caring love in vain?
You look at me for one last time
Your loving eyes with magic shine!
Now that you’re gone
I am all alone
Look at my empty plate
Without the meal you’d made
Remember all the times
You’ve read between the lines
Now I must read myself
And care for my own health
Where did you go?
Your journey led you far away
I feel you show
my heart to breathe alone today
Where do I go?
My journey leaves me without you
I feel your glow
Is slowly breaking through to me
written in November 2020